Prayer Deferred

I am extremely busy today.  Whenever I get this way, I don’t function well.  I don’t want to write a short post or to neglect my journey so I am fighting this feeling.  The reasons for my busyness are of my own making in some ways because I procrastinate on things I don’t like doing.  Now, they are what I have to do.  This adds to my feeling entitled to my self-pity.  I am not entitled to it.  Because I need to keep moving tonight, I am going to say my prayers later.  Tomorrow, I hope that I report that I did not neglect this.  Right now I am going to finish one project to get it done before going to bed.  I don’t want to wake to it.  Why do I do this to my self?  I entitled this prayer deferred – there is no such thing.  I constantly pray but I am deferring intense writing by writing this note now….


About sisterbernice

I am a practicing Catholic in love with the Lord. Whatever his failings, I recognize the same in our Pope Emeritus, Benedict XVI. He serves as one of my great teachers. A truly misunderstood figure, I hope all who have reviled him might actually read him and find their way to God.
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