I am extremely busy today. Whenever I get this way, I don’t function well. I don’t want to write a short post or to neglect my journey so I am fighting this feeling. The reasons for my busyness are of my own making in some ways because I procrastinate on things I don’t like doing. Now, they are what I have to do. This adds to my feeling entitled to my self-pity. I am not entitled to it. Because I need to keep moving tonight, I am going to say my prayers later. Tomorrow, I hope that I report that I did not neglect this. Right now I am going to finish one project to get it done before going to bed. I don’t want to wake to it. Why do I do this to my self? I entitled this prayer deferred – there is no such thing. I constantly pray but I am deferring intense writing by writing this note now….